1st love...

yai!!...malas maw ckp sal 1st love nie..adesss....sgt sandi la aq rs....miahaha~~sampai mati pun x bule d lupa... (mayb kali)...hehe...ckp sal 1st love ni..mmm...so complicated...bab dya dtg sndiri...bkn d paksa2...hehe..knp la ayat ku mcm nie ni....nervous maw tulis sal 1st love kali kan...hahaha~~(sott) bab tgh mlm da nie...dtg sdh mood sott ma aq.... ^___^

okey....sal 1st love ni...seriously...tyme form 1 la aq dpt virus 1st love ni...punya cpt kan...tu pun bkn d rncg..tetiba la plak ku minat ma ni org...bdk ni 1 kelas ma aq dr form 1 la smpai form 5....tp tyme form 1 smpai form 3 x aq kamceng ma bdk nie...sbb yg sndiri aq x taw...just tgk dr jauh jak la...haha~~tyme form 4 plak...mmm..uke2 la skit..kalu bckp pun jak 2-3 ayat jak pastu x da....n finally form 5 la bru ku stat maw bkwn ma dya nie...tu pun pas pikir2 dgn sebaiknya2...(kunun)...tyme form 5 stat bsms ma dya...n crita mcm2 lar...pastu aq wat kerja gila mlm bfore dya p PLKN...aq ckp "aq suka dya"...miahaha~~kerja gila yg x pena akan aq wat da...jerak!!!!pastu punya setia thap gaban nie aq tggu dya balik dr PLKN...kunun maw bg jwpan ma aq...naaa...last2 "REJECTED"..OK...setel...

tyme d matrik plak.....masi setia lgk nie suka ma dya...setia thap gaban..n d matrik la stat kerja2 gila aq wat...aishhh!!oleh sbb kenak cabar oleh kwn2 ku..n x taw la ribut apa yg dtg ma aq n dya tu... "tercouple" la plak kami...itu pun pas aq wat keja bodoh jgk...(cannot mention here)..bgaduh ma dya trus...trus la kami couple..miahaha~~punya gembira kunun aq nie..bahagia la kunun tyme matrik tu...sbb dpt dya...(sot)...pas 1 sem aq d KML tu..dpt la twaran SPA nursing....so,aq decided maw kuar dr sn...n tinggal kan dya...pas aq tinggal kml tu....blik2 kami gduh...x pena ngam da...n last2 tyme dorg cuti UPS...situ la titik tamatnya kami sm2...after 6 months kami sm2...break up la dtg...tu pun sbb ada hal2 yg dtg...aq try x maw benda tu jd..tp wat mcm mn...kena jgk la kan....so....tu la about my 1st love..after 5 years i'm waiting him..n after 6 months we're together...i let u go...~~

P/S: "we are only together  for 6 months....so many things happen at that tyme..i hope i can delete all the memory..but it seems the hardest thing that i must do....when u said "i'm not like u" to me...i'm trying to be strong...trying to pretend ok...but only GOD know in my heart....n the hardest decision in my life is letting u go....i hope the decision that i make is the best way for us....n i hope that you always happy ... and success in your life.... =]"

dedicated to..... muslihuddin...