killer sem.....

ngehhh~~ckp sal killer sem...naaaa...aq skrg d sem 2..that's mean tu la killer sem....bru stat kelas..sdh belambak assignment...duii~~punya la...1st week kelas nie..men2 jak aq d kelas..hehehe~~lom dtg mood study g..2nd week nie bru la stat study n...kebizian tlh melanda diri..hehehe~~jumaat lpas group kami arrange tuk assembly...welcoming junior...n aq ikut choir..miahahah~~x pena la aq tpikir maw ikut tu..tp d sbbkan sem nie aq maw out from the box...so,kena la aktif kan diri nie...smpai bila maw still the same jak kan.. ^__^ ...bru jak stat klas nie..besakitan plak la aq nie..hehe..selsema n demam lg tu..gbungan yg amat best..ngehhh~~~sem ni kami study medical n surgical..punya byk maw ingat nie... =,=" x pa..hadapi dgn senyuman jak la yer...heee~~ngehhh~that's all la aq na crita nie...t len2 post aq crita g okey.. =]

sem 2 is coming....

lalala~~bru stat kelas ari ni..aq dpt aura2 tension da...sem nie studi sal medical n surgical..aduh~~punya la...aq tgk pun td studi guide..mcm maw pengsan pun ada..heee~~result sem 1 da kuar...aq dpt 3.45 jak..seriously...aq x puas hati aq dpt result cam tu..tp apa2 pun aq bsyukur jgk..hehe~~mm..sal klas..kmi d klas ex sem 5...hehe..klas dorg c zulhafiz tue..hehehe~~mm...about friends...x da yg bubah...sama jak smua..hehe..ok that's all... =]

1st love...

yai!!...malas maw ckp sal 1st love nie..adesss....sgt sandi la aq rs....miahaha~~sampai mati pun x bule d lupa... (mayb kali)...hehe...ckp sal 1st love ni..mmm...so complicated...bab dya dtg sndiri...bkn d paksa2...hehe..knp la ayat ku mcm nie ni....nervous maw tulis sal 1st love kali kan...hahaha~~(sott) bab tgh mlm da nie...dtg sdh mood sott ma aq.... ^___^

okey....sal 1st love ni...seriously...tyme form 1 la aq dpt virus 1st love ni...punya cpt kan...tu pun bkn d rncg..tetiba la plak ku minat ma ni org...bdk ni 1 kelas ma aq dr form 1 la smpai form 5....tp tyme form 1 smpai form 3 x aq kamceng ma bdk nie...sbb yg sndiri aq x taw...just tgk dr jauh jak la...haha~~tyme form 4 plak...mmm..uke2 la skit..kalu bckp pun jak 2-3 ayat jak pastu x da....n finally form 5 la bru ku stat maw bkwn ma dya nie...tu pun pas pikir2 dgn sebaiknya2...(kunun)...tyme form 5 stat bsms ma dya...n crita mcm2 lar...pastu aq wat kerja gila mlm bfore dya p PLKN...aq ckp "aq suka dya"...miahaha~~kerja gila yg x pena akan aq wat da...jerak!!!!pastu punya setia thap gaban nie aq tggu dya balik dr PLKN...kunun maw bg jwpan ma aq...naaa...last2 "REJECTED"..OK...setel...

tyme d matrik plak.....masi setia lgk nie suka ma dya...setia thap gaban..n d matrik la stat kerja2 gila aq wat...aishhh!!oleh sbb kenak cabar oleh kwn2 ku..n x taw la ribut apa yg dtg ma aq n dya tu... "tercouple" la plak kami...itu pun pas aq wat keja bodoh jgk...(cannot mention here)..bgaduh ma dya trus...trus la kami couple..miahaha~~punya gembira kunun aq nie..bahagia la kunun tyme matrik tu...sbb dpt dya...(sot)...pas 1 sem aq d KML tu..dpt la twaran SPA nursing....so,aq decided maw kuar dr sn...n tinggal kan dya...pas aq tinggal kml tu....blik2 kami gduh...x pena ngam da...n last2 tyme dorg cuti UPS...situ la titik tamatnya kami sm2...after 6 months kami sm2...break up la dtg...tu pun sbb ada hal2 yg dtg...aq try x maw benda tu jd..tp wat mcm mn...kena jgk la kan....so....tu la about my 1st love..after 5 years i'm waiting him..n after 6 months we're together...i let u go...~~

P/S: "we are only together  for 6 months....so many things happen at that tyme..i hope i can delete all the memory..but it seems the hardest thing that i must do....when u said "i'm not like u" to me...i'm trying to be strong...trying to pretend ok...but only GOD know in my heart....n the hardest decision in my life is letting u go....i hope the decision that i make is the best way for us....n i hope that you always happy ... and success in your life.... =]"

dedicated to..... muslihuddin...

 

dedicated to my lovely friends.... =]

this is the VIP in my life..... =]

 SUNARTI...

aq panggil dya nie kakak...aq stat panggil dya mcm tu dr form 2....trus melekat la plak smpai skrg...hehehe.....dya ni +ve skit orgnya...aq kagum la ma dya...n dya ni bakal doktor taw...n x lm maw fly da p REPUBLIC CZECH...ntah btol ka x nm tmpt tu aq taip...hehehe...jan lupa aq kalu ko d sn yer...n love u kakak... =]

 PUTERI NURAFIDAH..

nama bdk nie Puteri...aq panggil dya pu3 jer..hehe...short cut...weeee~~kunun ka kan...dya ni a little bit sensitip la jgk..kena hati2 kalu men2 ma dya nie...hehehe...tp pun aq syg jgk nie walaupun dya mcm tu...aq mula rapat ma dya dr form tu...sama mcm c kakak...hehe...aq syg ko..frens 4 ever ok??? =}

JUMRIATI....

nama bdk ni plak Jumriati..tp aq just panggil dya jumek jak....dya ni la kwn ku paling caledak antara kami...hehehe...tp aq syg dya apa adanya...heheh..coz dya x hipokrit...n slalu ada utk aq bila2 ms...kalu aq rs maw nangis mlm2...aq tepon jak dya..heee..trus lega...thanks u jumek...tahan jgk ko dgr aq nangis ya...mayb ko rs maq tampar2 aq jak tu kan sbb x pandai sedar..miahaha~~

  MIRAWATI..

nama bdk kecik nie plak Mirawati...tp aq kol2 dya wawa...aq mula kamceng ma bdk nie pas ada kem motivasi d skola...5 mlm gitu yong...hehe...aq knal dya nie tyme pom 4...bab dya bdk bru d kuhara tu....1st tyme dya msuk kelas..perggg punya sombong mukak..hahaha~~tp lm2 knal ok gak..tu la org ckp kan DON'T JUDGE BOOK BY ITS COVER...n i realise it....hehehe....kalu ada prob aku slalu jgk refer dya nie..hihihi~~bab dya kan byk pengalaman...wawa ho~~thanx 4 everythings.. =]

  NUR SALWANI...

nama yg ddk kat kerusi ni plak...Nur Salwani...hehehe...tp aq slalu call dy ebat...hehehe..bdk ni la paling gila pena aq jumpa..gayak dya selamber badak jak..kih3...kalu bab2 maki2 nie...,bg jak la ma dy...paling terror la nie...hehehe...n aq blajar dr dya jgk..kih3...aq stat rapat ma dya tyme pom 5 n tyme d matrik la gila2 aq rapat ma dya...dya ni slalu ada tu aq kalu aq nangis...miahaha~~kalik dya ni pun maw tanpar gak aq kalu aq nangis kalik ya...hehehe...

  RAFIDAH..

nama bdk lesung pipit ni Rafidah....tp nama manja dya pdang....hehehe...aq pun x taw la bila n kapan ka aq stat kamceng ma dya nie..kih3....mmmm...only God know...heeee....dya ni happy go lucky skit org dya....n kalu bab2 edit gambr...naaa...paling menang la plak nie..hehehe....tu tgk la gmbr dya tu...edit la tu...kih3...thank u dang 4 being my fren... =]

hah~~tu la kwn2 aq...tp tu bkn semua la...tp yg aq rapat skrg dorg ni la...n x da akan dpt ganti dorg...aq harap kita bjaya sm2 n dpt keja yg baik2 smua...harap persahabatan kita akan kekal wat selamanya.....INSYA-ALLAH dgan izin-NYA....AMIN.... =]

P/S:SORI YER KIDNAP GMBR KAMU DR FB...HEHEHE... =] 

aKu...

111 ABOUT ME.... =}

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions? yap....

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? mayb x kot..bab aq yg maw sndiri.. =]

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? mmm...salwani...may best fren...

5) Do you regret it? x lor...sbb aq syg kwn aq tue... =]

6) Have you ever been depressed? harus lor...byk kalik lg.. =]

7) Are you a boy or girl? Girl la..

8) How old are you? 18 thun 8 bln.. =]

9) What is your relationship status? Single and available...n tgh dlm proses bg baik luka kecewa....kih3... =]

10) How do you want to die? tuhan yg tentukan semua tu... =]

11) What did you last eat? bakso ayam...yum3...

12) Played any sports? badminton n tenis....kih3..

13) Do you bite your nails ?tyme kecik jak dlu...tp skrg x da...

14) When was your last physical fight? mmm,...ntah la ya...hihihi

15) Do you have an attitude? yess......

16) Do you like someone?ya...opkos ler...

17) What is your real name? NURUL AIN BINTI JAPAR.. =]

19) Are you gonna get high later? x sdh ko..ini jak tmampu ni...

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?yes....harus ada itu.. =]

21) Do you miss someone? i miss musli....miahahaha~~~

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? twirl... =]

23) Do you tan a lot? mayb not..

24) Have any pets? nop....but aq maw pelihara kura2...kih3..

25) How exactly are you feeling? mmm...ok sj..

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? hahaha~~selalu la plak..

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?nop...

28) Would you take any of your exes back? aq hrp dpt....tp...ntah la..sdh ketemu jln buntu...

29) Are you scared of spiders? mmmm....mayb not...kih3..

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?yap...aq maw ubah smua apa yg pena tjadi

31) Do you regret anything from your past? iya...=]

32) What are your plans for this weekend? miahaha~~balik kolej lor...

33) Do you want to have kids?yap...i want 1 boy n 1 girl... =]

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? M???hahaha...x taw la..

35) Do you type fast? sometyme... =]

36) Do you have piercings? How many? yes...only 1 pair..

37) Want any more?nop...

38) Can you spell well? yes..mmm..mayb kot..hehe

39) Do you miss anyone from your past? yaaa...i miss him so much..n i hope i can talk face to face with him.. =(

40) What are you craving right now? nothing...

41) Ever been to a bonfire party? nope.. 

43) Have you ever been on a horse? x pena nie... =]

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? NO

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? mmm..mayb kot...tp x sedar...

46) Have you ever been cheated on? Yap..pernah la..

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? mmm...x taw la..mayb pena kot..

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? No...

50) What should you be doing? on9...hihihi

51) What’s irritating you right now? mmmmm..don't know

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?ya...so hurt...feel like want to dying

53) Does somebody love you?ya..my family n frens..

54) What is your favorite colour?black...white..purple..n pnk.. =]

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? only 1 tyme...heee

57) Do you have trust issues? sometyme.. =]

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes...opkos...i love them so much....

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? don't know..only God know that..

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? i cried alone..in the middle of the nite.. =(

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?sometyme..but mostly yes.. =)

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? yes...i'm easy to forgive but will not forget what him/her done to me... =}

66) Is this year the best year of your life? 2 in 1..sad n happy....

67) What was your child hood nickname? ain,yen...yen2...n now NURUL..hehe...

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?opkos i'm never Do that stupido things..

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? YES...everything happen 4 a reason

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?listening music..my sis mp3

73) What is bothering you?future n love...

74) Have you ever been out of your province?yes...

75) Do you play the Wii? nop...

76) Are you listening to music right now? yes....lgu2 memberi semangat.. =}

77) Do you like Chinese food? yop!!

78) Do you know your fathers b- day? Yes ;)

79) Are you afraid of the dark?sometyme...after watch horror movie.. kih3..

80) Is cheating ever okay? NO

81) Are you mean? Yes

82) Can you keep white shoes clean? Yes 

84) Do you believe in true love? Yes !

88) Do you like the outside? Yes !

89) Are you currently bored? mmm..sometyme

90) Do you wanna get married? Yes ;)

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Yes !!

92) Are you hungry? nop..sdh mkn kek sr nie..hehehe~~

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? No .

94) What makes you happy? Loved and being loved by everyone and my special one.. 

95) Would you change your name? x akan prnah..

96) Ever been to Alaska? haha~~x la kalik..

98) Do you watch the news? yop...

99) What’ s your zodiac sign? libra

100) Do you like Subway? yes!

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?nop...hehe

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? wat cam biasa jak la..slumber jak.. =}

103) Do you talk like your friends? don't know..sometyme mayb..

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? YES...hehe..malu.. =]

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? YES ;)

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my loply sis..

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? no...i don't like...

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my sista....

110) Favourite lyrics right now? dan bila esok....sofaz...miahaha~~

111) Can you count to one million? mayb kot...kih3... =]

ceritera sem 1.... =]

 

 NURSING K1/11....

so....tu la batch tuk kump k1/11....ramai kan??hehehe...kunun la... =]  batch kami nie x da laki..smua pempuan..hehe..bgus la tu kan...

ketua penyelaras kami MDM MISNI.... AKA PM...

our sister....MISS JEANNIE..tp next sem nie dya x da da..so dpt sis bru la..

penghulu kami.... KAK PI AKA G....hehehe...gila2 n agak sott skit ni urgnya...hehehe

so,many things happen 1st sem ni....bab bru msuk bdg jururawat ni kan...jd mcm kekok g tyme praktikal..wat keja pun x byk...mcm pa jak d wad...hehe....batch kami nie 1st tyme ada ambilan dr SABAH....jd,kira cam special la skit...hehe..~~~sem 1 ni killer subject A n P (ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY)...punya la byk maw ingat..mcm maw pengsan dan give up jak...tp kena truskan la jgk..bab ini mmg jln da aq plih...=] jd,maw x maw....studi mcm maw gila jak la...

sal 1st tyme p praktikal...aq kena kat SERIAN jak...punya dkt...2 jam jak dr kolej aq..pastu keja opis hour g...tiap2 ari tggu bas kat piaza..tp syok bab dpt kenal bdk2 MA that turn's become my brother..

ni la...kump aq p SERIAN.... =]

miss that moment....

itu la...byk kenangan praktikal sem 1 nie..excited la katakan p wad kan..p bantu2 org..pdhal...at the same tyme..pnat...perggg.....pnat yg teramat la sgt keja nie upanya...hehe...

so that's all i want to talk about...hehe...x lm lgk mula sem 2..n sem 2 la killer sem..aq hrp aq dpt harunginya..INSYA-ALLAH...dgn adanya izin-NYA....AMIN.... =]

dan bila esok..... =]

naaaa~~~bjiwang mlm2 nie...tp x taw napa...aq suka lagu nie....mmmm.....just bc lirik jak aq bleh sedih da...hohohoho~~~

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